"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

I had so many things on my mind today. I think deary hardly felt my presence. He kept asking me whether or not I was okay. And I kept nodding. But he knows I wasn’t okay. My attitude was different. I was restless, worried, moody, lost. Was I lost? I really had no idea. Right now, I’m not feeling any better. It just had to be raining heavily when we’re about to head home. I need to let it out. Shout or cry, whatever it is. I did cry when I was hugging my dear bf( thank goodness, he didn’t realize) and I did feel a bit better.

I really didn’t expect to spend my day together with deary that way. I’m very disappointed in myself. It was supposed to be a happy and memorable day, but I messed things up. I’m so sorry, baby. Although you think it’s fine, I know it’s not. We’ll make it up. We’ll re-celebrate it, the proper way. Next Saturday? What say you?

WAIT! ACTUALLY,
The day started off well. Now I realized why. If only I didn’t bump into my uncle. If only. I think that kind of spoiled my mood. Then my mind started wandering off to many different things. Yeah man. That’s the reason. Oh well! I wasn’t blessed to be able to spend the day the way I expected it to be.