"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

The worst thing that I’m afraid that might happen to me is for me to lose someone I really love. In relation to it, I’m very afraid of losing my relationship. I once lost it to a girl. And I don’t wish for it to ever happen again this time round. You can call it being paranoid whenever I know that some girl from love’s workplace texts him or whatsoever. My mind starts to spin round and round and round. You know why? That’s exactly what happened before. It all started off with the texting thing. And soon, it’ll become like a habit. Maybe not habit. More like a must-do. My mom keeps reminding me that I should never compare my Andik Imran to anyone else, especially him. She always says that my relationship will suffer if I think too much. But me being me, I really can’t help it at times. With all the facebook and texting. But you know what, I’ve been trying not to think or even worry about this girl. So what if she’s smarter than me? I don’t care. I do express my feelings and thoughts about this to my boyfriend. And he will say that he’s different from all the other guys. And I do believe that because I can’t NEVER imagine him betraying him just for a girl. I really don’t.