"We come to
love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person
perfectly."
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Monday, July 13, 2009
Upset. Disappointed. Pissed. Hurt. Sad. Rejected.
That’s what I feel right now. The past week has been nothing but shitty for me. I really had a terrible week. To top it all off, I just have no one to turn to now. I have friends who are there to listen, but where are the people I thought promised to be there for me when I need a shoulder to cry and to lean on?
One thing after another. From work, to family, to even my relationship. I seriously feel that God is being unfair to me lately. Everything in my life is crumbling down, everything is falling to pieces. Bit by bit, time to time. Have I committed a HUGE sin to deserve all these? I got fucked upside down at work yesterday, I almost lost my phone that cost me 600 bucks and I nearly made an impulsive decision to break things up between me and my boyfriend. Where is everybody? From my girlfriends from KC, my best friend from Perth, my soul sister I never had, to even my true love. WHY?
I’m now surrounded by no one, nothing but four empty walls. Who should I confide in? You, you or you? I want to turn to Him, but I’d be the one unfair towards Him. Because why? Only in times like these, I’d want to realise that He’s the only one I could really pour my feelings out too. Although I know for a fact that whatever that has been happening in my life all lies in His hands, I just have to accept that. There is nothing I could do, but pray.
Pray that tomorrow will always be a better day. Pray that tomorrow I would not regret the things I have done before. Pray that I still have the people I love in life. Pray that God will always be with me. Pray that luck will be on my side more often. Pray that I will always have you.
moments that make up my life.
11:06 AM
My life.
Natasha. a year older every June 15th. I'm currently pursuing my diploma in business applications in RP.
& I'm taken.
"You're nothing short of everything."
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Monday, July 13, 2009